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this vacation is far too short. my sister did the math. we have been decreased 5 days of our christmas break. its really not fair. my best friend ,who lives in florida, has 2 weeks off. we only get one. bah humbug. and if we complain at all the adult people would be like "your lucky that you have this long at all. so shut up". damn them...

my x-mas wasnt that great this year (gift wise). i mainly got clothes. clothes that iwont really wear unless to church or to something fancey...oh well. i did get a few little things and a bunch of gift cards. my al time fav thing tho, was what kevin got me. he got me a necklace with penguins on it! >///< now its not jsut cause its from him that i love it...its penguins people. <333

bahh bored. really. i am. it kinda sucks. i still got like all my hw to do. :( i dont wanna do it D: *sobs*

yea w/e...thats about it...i was bored...and i havent posted for a while...not that it matters...nobody ever comes here anyway.

hello all! i feel like ranting about the HP movies!!! so here i goooooooo:

First Movie: alright...this movie was alright. ill admit it. i mean. the acting was terrible. and the characters werent quite as great as they were discribed to be in the book. but the sticking to the book was alright. i still hated it...but not as much.

Second Movie: again. this was alright except the bad acting and characterization. but it was ok. i hated tom riddle tho. and ginny. ginny wasnt even in half the stupid movie. at least in the book she was mentioned a bunch. in the movie its like 'ginny who...? oh yea! the girl with the red hair! yea, what about her? what taken by the snake thing? oh well...chocolate frog anyone?' (haha) but she was hardly mentioned or seen in the movie. and the basilist (excuse my spelling) wasnt scary. and even tho the phinox was cool, not nearly as magical/adorable as one would have thought. come on people! get yer creatures to be cute! not all evil/magical beings are ugly!

Third Movie: sucked. yes the director was new and yes new characters are introduced. but why...WHY! did they have to butcher my favorite book so much? not only couldnt the actors act (yet again) but they havent gotten any better looking with age. im sorry. but what was with harrys hair? and hermione...what happend to our loveable book worm? which way did she go? malfoy...no comment. (always will hate that actor >.>) but really people. since when does lupin listen to swing music while teaching a class? that was so retared. i love that actor (who played lupin) hes very good. but not as lupin. nooooo nooo no god no! i was so dissapointed with how lupins movie character came out. and when he became a werewolf i wanted to shoot myself. since when, may i ask, are werewolfs hairless cats? ugggg. and Buckbeak! so ugly. i was expecting something cuter. or at least something with more feathers. come on! also with the dementors. hello. not scary and since when are dementors hooded ballons? so uberly depressing. grrrrr. and Sirius. oh. my. god. i wanted to kill myself. SIRIUS IS SO MUCH BETTER LOOKING THEN THAT AND THEY EVEN SAY SO IN THE BOOK! also, what happend to his elbow length dirty hair? well? did you over look that and desided to give him a BEARD AND MUSTAGE?! noo. no. just so wrong. i was so enraged when i saw how they portrayed Sirius. *deep breaths* anyway....story line was so rushed. like when they reveiled peter. way too rushed and if you didnt read the book a bet you a dollar that you were confused. i mean. the whole movie was so off the book. it discusted me. so before i make this any longer....ill stop. THE THIRD HP MOVIE RUINED MY SOUL! D:

Forth Movie: same stuff. with characterazation and actors. but but but. cedric...i swear they made him gay. and they had all these hidden gay type of things that hannah and katie just HAD to point out. *ick* i hated this. they only cool part was the dragon. again....it made me so sad. AND VOLDEMORT! dearest to god. not acry at all! come on people! most evil wizard and you make him look like a bald noseless kid who needs a hug. *shoots movie*

Fith Movie: havent seen it yet. not out yet. the kid who plays harry should die. the end.

well. its turky day. my 2nd least fav holiday. everyone in my family has been asking me why i dont like thanksgiving. its quite simple really. im a picky eater. i dont really like food all that much anyway. to have a day where all you really do is eat and watch football...not my kinda holiday. i mean. i can stuff my face any old day of the year. but i dont. as i said. im not really big on eating anymore. but w/e. my first least fav holiday is valintines day. its too pink and too mushy. auuurrrggg...i think the only holidays i really like anymore are halloween and st. pattys day. of course i love christmas...but the preparations for it are just too much...blah... lol. any way. i want the new nintendo Wiii! just cause of the new super smash game that came out. >.< i love super smash and super smash malee. and ive seen some stuff for super smash brawl. looks amazing! eeeeeee! i want it. its so prettty. lol. meh. ill try to update again later in life. lol.

secrets secrets secrets. so many secrets. i want to come out and tell everybody. but im not going to. cause its our little secret. so my insane happieness will just have to stay a mystery. but thats fine with me. i think ive become more confident in myself and the world around me. i use to hate my life and think nothing could go right. but then...i went to the park...and i learned that there will always be somebody who loves you a little more then everyone else. my life for like the past month, has just gone up. i dont really care anymore about mean people. they could all go die for all i care. as long as it doesnt disturb my happynesssss. i finally like myself (no completely but a little) im starting to not be emo anymore! lmao. i've just been off the walls happy lately. even when i get upset, i can go back to that place in mind and just be happy again...or not care. its bliss. but its still a secret. im so happy, a bit scared, and a whole hell of a better person! >///////< yay!


ok. lol. i had to write something like that. so now ill post what i was really gonna post:
thursday we had crew. we all thought that we were gonna have late night crew and stuff. but we didnt. so sad. so me, nina, j-me, christine, cat, mike, seamus and sara went to joes for pizza. so much fuuun! we got 2 pies, 2 2liter sodas, a pitchur of water, a dozen garlic knots and i got ice tea. we are just the most randomest bunch of kidsa ever. we are just that awesome. i was happy! i love my crew family. we have so much fun together. and after clue we are gonna go to TGIF's again (like after caberet). the only thing that got me is that cat and mike are going out. cause it seems like me last year. but not really. i dont think mike liked me as much as he said he did. but i dont care anymore. christine has my permission to yell at him. i really wanna hear his responds. cause for all i know he forgot. lol. oh well. we are still friends. so that good with me. :) he just better not hurt cat like he hurt me. tho im sure cat can handle it cause shes had past bf's. w/e. thursday night was so much fun! hopefully we'll all do it again sometime!!! <3333333333333

ahhhhhh. im bored. jah...i went to the mall today. woo. i bought a cool shirt at hot topic...and finger-less gloves...and pins. i love pins. they rock. oh yea. and i got manga. i bought PK4. woot woot <3



yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaa im bored. and i got to complete my barely started halloween costume by tuesday.....and i got to do a latin project that i blew off till now...yea thats due on halloween...and i got to memorize 10 macbeth lines by tuesday -____- damn tuesday!!! > .

k. today was super hero day. i was super tessa. i wore my hair in little girl pig tails (which got reallllllly annoying by the end of the day) and i had a black shirt on with the letters ST safty pinned on to the front and i wore a purple cape with the same thing safty pined to it, jeans and GOGGLES. screw maskes. i have goggles :) um yea. PSATs today. i know i failed XD it was crazy. i think i did alright on the english bits but on the math...pssshhhh yea right. no way i passed the math. w/e. i was so close to finishing but just as i was reading the last problem we were done. T___T oh well. yea...crew today! woot woot! the plays in 2 weeks! lmao. i cleaned the paint room today with julie. i was kinda happy tho. cause brian said that he could trust me to clean it out. at least now i know that people know what i did last year and that it was appreciated. maybe this year it will be better and i wont be traped all by myself cleaning brushes! yayayay. i love crew. so much fun. ill finish updateing later

well this week is spirit week. and just to let everyone know. i have zero school spirit. none. zilch. nada. but! i will always participate in spirit week. monday was Mismatch day. http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b310/mzblack/wearejustsorad.jpg me and julie looked awesome. xD lol. mismatch day. i love it. its the only day when i can dress normal and people wont be like 'god what are you wearing!?' hahaha. yes mismatch day was interesting. and i hate to see the preps try to mismatch. all they can really do is the socks and make their hair look weird. *rolls eyes* they suck. lmao. yesterday was pirate day. another day where i could dress up and feel comfetable :) http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b310/mzblack/arwebepirates.jpg we will swash buckle any of you landlubers. muwahahha. xD i love it. its great. so many people tried to be jack sparrow. i was scared. cause i had the cursed madallian AND davey jones key. >.> i was like so doomed. lol. it was great. today is super hero day. im getting my self ready for a school full of superman and batman wannabes. i was gonna be the pancake fairy with jackie but jackie didnt buy us tutus. she was gonna buy tutus and i was gonna make our wands and hats. oh well. jackies gonna be Simon the Wonder Cat, julies gonna be Super M-chan. who am i gonna be? only Super Tessa! i cut letters out last night with weird-o fabric and i have a purple cape and no mask. >.> what am i gonna wear on my face? muwahaha...a mystery :) more pics later
CREW STARTS AGAIN TODAY!!! AHHH! <3

well todays friday. fridayt the 13th. of october. all you supersisious people lock your doors. i use to think today was a day to be afraid (im supersitious >.>) but now i find it fun! lol. im such a looser ^_^

anyway. this week of school has been a pain in the ass. i hate science. my teacher is just completely crazy. she changed our seats (noes!!! T__T) and then shes like 'why are you all so depressed?! oh it must be the topic we are talking about. yes i know its sad...' (we were talking about poplution so yea its sad but theres not much we can do about others stupiditiy) and i was just sitting there thinking 'u moved our seats u loser! course we are depressed!!!' -____-; *sigh* anyway...also Crew was supose to start this week. hahaha. didnt happen. you know why? cause last week the music director dude was all like, 'ok we are gonna make half your already small crew room into an office! could you guys move all that wood and stuff out of that space? thanks. we will start this week then u guy can start.' kay. its next week. did they do anything. no. course not. Rossi was so pissed. so he went to talk to mr. negrelli and stuff. then he says ' they didnt start when they were supose to. i mean they didnt even put up a wall. so we cant start in there yeat. mr. negrelli says we should start working in other rooms. this is yet another obstical we must face blah blah blah...'so yea. we arent starting for a while now. cause Rpssi said he didnt want to deal with this. which sucks cause i was all excited that crew was finally starting, but no...they go and make me miserable again. >.> stupid people. w/e. its not fair that we do just about everything for the show (we get props we make/move the sets all cast has to do is memorize lines and dance moves) we get absolutly no respect. last year we didnt have a crew room for Godspell. so we worked in the hall ways and on the stage and we got yelled at by bilella and the castodians. then for Caberet we finally got a crew room. it wasnt big enough but a crew room none the less. this year we have to do 2 plays at once and now we have no crew room. ok. its mid october. plays in mid november. if you wanna set done and done well, you have to let us start! but no. they are kicking us outta our already limited space for their own uses. negrelli could go to a different floor! i mean the schools huge. you dont need 4 music offices all smushed together on one floor. its rediculus. anyway. so thats whats bugging me at the moment. its just not fair. cause we have to make 7 rooms for Clue and learn like 5 different endings!!! i mean, what the hell?! and for Mullins ally thats gonna be simple but we still have to work on it! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! i hate our school. its stupid and has no repect for the drama people/crew people. (cause even the drama people have little repect for crew, but at least they have some) oh and we have no budget...again! blah. ill stop now...

im getting that blah feeling again. not gooood. whenever i get this blah feeling i begin to hate myself and just think that nobody cares even when i know they do. eep...not good. not good. my heart is having a hard time right now (emontionly!! nothing is wrong with my heart medically. just emotionally)but jah. i need some after school stuff to start.and i need to start my costume...jah i didnt start on sunday like i wanted too...tooo much stuff goin on. > . < no fair! anywho...maybe this week. jah jah. anywho...dont worry about me. my self esteem will go back to its normal existing but fading mood again (right now its just fading...barely existing) -________________________________- *sigh* life is tough....

yesterday we were upstate. we left around 1 on friday (haaha i got outta school early!) and we were suppose to go to the balloon fest yesterday. alas it rained and the balloons dont go up if there is rain. :( so we went to a local arcade and played laser tag instead! it was my first time so i was like 'wooot! lazer tag!' all my brothers (cept luc) and olivia had gone laser tagging before. and we went with my moms friends husband and 2 kids. and they all played before too. so me, my dad, luc, and my grandpa (yes he played too) had never played before. it was awesome! i was the best on my team (dad, bill, bridget, and olivia) and marco was the best on his team (grandpa, patrick, paolo, luciano). twas fun. im hoppin to get a bunch of people to go laser tagging here...at laser kingdom. that would be teh awesomeness! <3333 but after laser tag, we played in the arcade. i played DDR with olivia. i was terrible! lol. but it was fun fun fun. i need to get my self a PS2 so i can get DDR and practice. xD i also won 5 tokens (after i ran out of enough to play DDR) and me paolo, luc, and bridget put all our tickets together and i got a handfull of plastci lizards! yay! ^.^ all in all, so far i had a wonderful weekend.

costume update: starting today! (i hope >.<)

well. the first two days of school are over...yesterday did not feel like friday...bleh. school is really weird this year. my classes seem alight, but all my friends are in different classes/periods! *sob* and i think thats the weirdest thing...is that i see only a little bit of my friends and the friends that i really want to see/talk to/ have a class with, arent in any of my classes and i hardly ever see them! *more sobs* but anyway.... i have math first per. at first i didnt think that was the smartest idea. but now i relize that maybe it was. its first and i get it outta my way. im also seated in the front which is a good thing cause now im forced to pay attention xD lol. um i have living enviorment 2nd. that class seems really simple. and rebbeca is in my class so thats good. ^.^ um i have gym 3rd. sam, rebbeca, aemen, declan, and tom are in my class. hahaha thats going to be interesting xD 4th i have latin. >.>; latin really messed up my year this year. cause i wanted drama ninth per, but i have humanities. so i was going to switch my humanities class to 3/4 but i couldnt because latin 200 only has a class 4 per. >.< grrrr! i hate that. also this year in latin, my teacher writes everthing in latin. dear lord! i cant do it! i hate the stupid subject and i hate the fact that i couldnt switch it! bleh. but i have the same kids in my class as last year...so bleh...lol. 5th per i have graphic arts. its fun so far. but we have a sub cause scinto is haveing heart sergery. (or as he says, he was mauld by a bear in canada) lol. but i know a bunch of kids in that class (im only friendly with 2 of them tho) its a small class. but im sure itll be fun. my sub is cool and when scinto gets back i can annoy the hell outta him ^.^ then i have lunch. 6th per lunch is full of freshmen! i didnt get a table the first day! ahhhh! lol. but jackie, and hannah and in my lunch so its alright. tho its rather boring so i think we are going to have to find something to do during lunch instead of sit around and eat and do nothing. >>;;; bleh to lunch this year! um then i have chior. yay chior. but doc put me in the front. i mean there is nothing wrong with the front..its just that im not really comfertable there...oh well. chior is half freshmen this year. its almost scary how many freshmen there are this year. *shudders* um then 8/9 i have humanities. yay-rah. -______- not all that excited this year. but w/e. i want to know when spirit week is this year. i liked dressing up last year. it twas fun. i also need to know when after school starts cause i have to go to art club and backstage. and im thinking of doing other stuff this year too. just cause i can and who wants to go home right away, anyway? so jah. must find that out. i also have to start my halloween costume ^^ im gonna (finally) make sallys costume. that would be awesome to go to school dressed up as sally. woooo-yea! ^^ so jah...thats it i guess. yay for posting! (i still need to up load my xanga >>;;;) oh and if your on my myspace i have some new pictures. i was experimenting with make-up ^^tootles!

hello. i think im finally going to post about my trip to canada. first off. the ship was HUGE! like whoa! really big! yea i got lost all week. lol.erm. i found it boring on the boat. most of it was food and chairs to sun tan in. >>;;; im not big on food or getting a tan...tho i did so now im not deathly pale (cept for my legs but thats cause i never wear shorts XD) um. there were like 4 pools. all of them very small and very smelly. so i didnt go swimming. shame cause i love swimming. ooo well. i loved it when we got to canada. st johns was beautiful. we walked around town and i found this one shop that sold all this hello kitty stuff/anime stuff/cute clothing. too bad all the clothes were like for really small/skinny people. i could never in all my life fit into any of the dresses they had. :( oh well. they were really cute tho. i was going to buy a kakashi vest...idk why i didnt...oooh well. i did buy the canadian version of harry potter and the goblet of fire and i bought the HBP but idk where exactly its from. when i read it i might figure it out tho XD um. after st. johns we went to Halafax. which was magnificent! we went to this place called peggys cove which was all these rocks! right by the water. it was so beautiful. while we were in peggys cove we saw this play (a one man play!) on the legend of peggys cove. it was really really funny. and i should kick myself cause i didnt film it!!! >< damn it! lol. oh well. then we came home. but it was really lovely. and i took pictures! i dont have all of them saved on to photobucket so you only get to see the ones i have saved so far (which isnt alot. cause i took 166 pictures and idk how many marco took ^.^) but if u want to see my pictures. i think ill post them on my xanga when i got most of them saved ^.^ for now here you go:


this is from the first morning that we were there. looks like a question mark doesnt it?

when we first left. sky.

me and olivia when we were leaveing halafax. kisses!

peggys cove

before the float

st johns

peggys cove

st johns

she won 800$ in bingo!

me mother and marco

fish on the boat

sky line

sisters

boat

my grandmother teaching olivia to use the slot machines in the casino XD

first look at peggys cove

far away sky line.

alrighty. the other pics i have saved are mostly family pictures that i wont post here. go vist my xanga in like a week or so...more pictures will be there. :)

heyo people of the live journal communtity. :) im just a nooB who has no friggin idea how this works. @_@ meh ill figure it out sometime or another. so tomorrow im going on a cruise to canada. i dont know why im not excited. *sighs* oh well. maybe tomorrow when we get on the boat ill be more physced...but whatever. i hope there are some kids my age on this thing. cause it would suck to be stuck on a boat with nothing but your family and grown ups....meh cant get my hopes up tho. ;)i think ill post random pictures...O.o

yay for kingdom hearts!


teddy is my hero! *swoons*


i miss this cute kid :(

well thats that for now...ill have to post piccs of my trip for you peeps when i find the time :)